MY ANGEL, MY SOULMATE

In one’s life, it’s hard to find somebody who understands everything about you, who tries to understand things that are silly about you, kagagahan in short.  It’s close to impossible to find that very special person who will make you feel special too.  Someone whom you can share your secrets and be at peace that those will remain secrets. Someone who will do the things that you hate to do, who will always think of your happiness first before his own happiness.  Someone you can talk with from midnight till dawn and still have topics and issues to talk about.  It’s seems impossible to find this person, but God has been so kind and generous that He gave me you, MY ANGEL, MY SOULMATE.  I don’t consider myself as lucky to have found you rather I am so blessed to have you.  

Life is so much different without you, when I am with you I am at peace.   Every problem has a solution; I can be stupid in front of you.  I can tell you how bad my day was, how this person irritates me, how lonely and sad life has been without you know who.  Thank you for your time. You make me laugh.  You make me happy.  

I must admit there are times I want to give up on you because of alam mo na un.  I won’t elaborate on that.  But since we are not doing anything wrong, bakit ko hahayaan na masira ang napakagandang samahan natin. It’s like you are already a habit, habit na that we text each other every night.  Mahirap pag nawala ka.  I cannot stand another lost.  Baka hindi  ko na kayanin brad na mawalan ng kaibigan na tulad mo. I’m so afraid na maapektuhan ang friendship natin sa nangyayari, please do not make me feel na mawawala ka sa kin.  Sino na ang magpapasaya sa kin pag malungkot ako, pag emo mode ako?  Sino ang magprepare ng pag paotsin ang food natin? Kasama ko manood ng pranks, flip top? Magturo ng mga bagay na hindi ko kaya? Brad we have encountered a lot.  May masaya, malungkot, nakakaaliw, nakakainis, mga problema. I hope that our journey will be forever.  We will be friends forever, sana di talaga maapektuhan ang friendship natin brad.  You know I care for you.  I want to tell you I appreciate everything that you do for me.  That you have a very special space in my heart na walang wala makakapalit. Marami pa tayo pwede gawin, sana magawa natin lahat lahat ng plans natin.  I want you to read this short I dont know what to call it.  It is suppose to be a poem.  I promise aayusin ko pa yan.  You know I love you brad :)

I wish to tell you

How special you are in my life

That  I want to  take care of you

You are very important to me

I am so happy when you are around

That every time I’m with you

All I do is smile and laugh

That I am safe no matter what

I always want to be there

When you need someone to talk to

When you are undergoing tough times

When you hate everyone around you

When all you want to do is cry

When you just don’t know what to do

When it seems things are not going

The way you want those to be

When you just want to scream

Because of the pain you feel

To guide your way when you stumble

To light your path when all seems dark

I want to be with you 

To watch when the rain pours

To see the rainbow after the rain

To see how flowers bloom

To look at how a cocoon turns into a beautiful butterfly

To peak at how birds go freely

Please stay with me and let our friendship be forever