A friend told me he saw you yesterday while we were at the movie house. I was very ecstatic upon learning that you seem very okay and very happy with your life now. That's my goal for you and even without me, you are okay and I am happy for you. Its been a year but by just hearing something about you makes me go back to all the memories I had with you which only means I still care for you big time!! I wish I saw you yesterday. It is still an everyday battle trying to move on. But I have accepted the fact that I will never really move on, I will just get used to the feeling that you are really gone and that you have your own life already. I still pray for you, I still pray for Him to guide you always. I wish I am there to also guide you, to listen to your stories, to laugh with you, to cry if we have to, to explore life, to just be there for each other. I still care and it will be forever :) I pray to meet you again. HE has never fail me, never... I know it will happen in his perfect timing. Yesterday was not the right time :)
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