Monday, November 22, 2010

it doesn't feel right :c

You are one of the few persons who really understand me, it doesn't feel right that you are not here.  Well I am back to my old self.  I miss you dearly, if i am this down you are one of the few people I know I can count on.  You tell me what is wrong with me, that i am not on the right path.  I miss that dear.  How can I make you come back? Life will never be the same without you.  There will always be a space that it seems no one can fill in.  I can't figure out why I am this way.  I can't explain it.  Can't find a term that will fit the emotion inside me.  I was just ecstatic last night.  But this day is like a doom day.  I wanna tell you what  is happening because you are the type that will tell what I need to know or hear and not what i want to know.  I want out of this feeling because it is so depressing.  I need you to come back and stay..

Saturday, November 13, 2010

LOVE LOVE LOVE

LOVE IS ….
Defining what love is
Is too difficult
For love can have different meanings
A funny definition is
Love is a word that starts with L
And ends with the letter E
Stupid definition actually
Thanks to my philosophy teacher
LOVE is full of joy
That makes us smile
As well as pain
That brings tears to our eyes.
LOVE is sacrifice
That is why when the person we love
Wants to leave us
We set him free
No matter how painful it would be
LOVE has it rewards and costs
But we should never keep track
Of what we gain
And what we have lost
For LOVE never counts
LOVE makes us cry
It could be tears of joy
Or because of too much pain
LOVE is never selfish
Even if it hurts so much
Or happiness is at stake
It is willing to give way
LOVE is always patient
It is willing to wait
Even if it takes forever
LOVE is full of surprises
You’ll never know what comes next
LOVE teaches us to be strong
We smile even if we can’t stand the pain
LOVE gives colors to our lives
Black and blue when broken
Red when full of love
White if pure
LOVE completes an empty space,
A void in our heart
LOVE is easy to feel
But cannot be explained by words alone
Love is to easy to get
Willing but never easy to let go
LOVE is forgiving
No matter how big the mistake is
But remember LOVE never forgets
Sometimes we can’t help but ask
Why does the person we love
Does not love us in return
Or worse is in love with someone else
Ouch…..
More often than not
The person we love
Do nothing but hurt us
From this we can draw
LOvE is not fair
It never was
For lOVE does not give a happy ending
For it does not have to end at all
But LOVE, TRUE LOVE
Is UNCONDITIONAL
IT never asks for any reason
You LOVE not because of
But in spite of
That is what I Learned
From loving the person
Who is everything to me

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Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Missin' everything about you..

I am missin' you so much.  (But it does not mean I am sad ^_^) I saw your pictures, out of the country with your pals. I don't know. I must admit I still hope that someday somehow we will meet again even if being the best pals is all we will be. It is my genuine love for you that keeps me going.  I am praying for you every night before I go to sleep. I miss you.  I want to see and hug you.  I miss your laughs, stories, you bullying me, I miss sharin' my days with you.  I miss the long talks over the phone.  I miss the time you will get mad.  I miss everything about you.