A better person than I am today..

I had one of the lowest points of my life last Sunday. I feel betrayed but I can't do anything about it but to say okay lang lahat.  Wala naman kasi ako karapatan umarte sa sitwasyon na un.   Lahat na lang ng tao na importante sa akin nawawala.  I never wanted that to happen.  I always prefer somebody else's happiness than my happiness.  Ayoko sa nalulungkot, I feel mas marunong ako magdala  If I feel depress. I was a bit emotional yesterday.  I was really crying, I feel like I was the sacrificial lamb.  But that is based from my own perspective.  Masakit, mahirap when somebody made you feel important and special then unti unti nawawala just because somebody is so selfish and childish. In time masasanay din ako, just no expectations.  Sooner or later, I will be numbed to this kind of feeling, it happened before so I know I will bounce back.  A better person than I am today.a

A better person than I am today..

I had one of the lowest points of my life last Sunday. I feel betrayed but I can't do anything about it but to say okay lang lahat.  Wala naman kasi ako karapatan umarte sa sitwasyon na un.   Lahat na lang ng tao na importante sa akin nawawala.  I never wanted that to happen.  I always prefer somebody else's happiness than my happiness.  Ayoko sa nalulungkot, I feel mas marunong ako magdala  If I feel depress. I was a bit emotional yesterday.  I was really crying, I feel like I was the sacrificial lamb.  But that is based from my own perspective.  Masakit, mahirap when somebody made you feel important and special then unti unti nawawala just because somebody is so selfish and childish. In time masasanay din ako, just no expectations.  Sooner or later, I will be numbed to this kind of feeling, it happened before so I know I will bounce back.  A better person than I am today.a